someone else's shadow An ex went through drive recently. Somehow my sister came up. Not with me, my mother. An ex she never liked�is sitting there discussing my sister with her. My sister. One more time. My. Sister. Yeah, I�m the one he slept with, the one he dated�and they were talking about my sister. I don�t know if he asked or she volunteered. But, I do know the feeling in my stomach is identical to that day, every single time I think about it. The guy I�m seeing doesn�t understand why it bothered me when he said she was pretty. He�s never had to live in the shadows of a brother. He doesn�t get it and never will. And Ben, when I asked him�.years ago now�if he thought she was attractive�his answer was this :: You know what? I don�t really know. She�s your sister after all. I think you�re attractive. That I know. Great answer. He has three older brothers. They are attractive guys, but none as much as him. Not to me anyhow. I love her more than anyone. So, why is she so able to make me feel like nothing without even trying. Without ever even being there? She was beautiful Somebody listen please All the days collided So if you're listening
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fourth came too quickly - 06.07.2006
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