what else Larry called and I don�t know exactly what to do with that. I�ve done a damn good job of avoiding him for months. I�ve not seen him since November or spoken to him since the end of December. Yet�midnight�the phone rings, and it is him. It threw my for a loop. And�it shouldn�t matter. In a lot of ways it doesn�t. But, it makes me nervous. And, I can�t help but wonder what the hell he wants exactly. He did tell me he misses me. Said he needs me in a roundabout way. And even went as far as to say he loves me and always has. But, I never did see much of that love. Never really even felt it�aside from a one year period out of 11. I would like us to be friends but am uncertain if it�s possible. I can always cut him out again if it disrupts my life. But, it just always does so much destruction when it goes badly. When it's over All the things that I used to say - Sugar Ray -
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