a part yet apart I sometimes get this feeling like I'm not really a part of it all. I'm thereI'm interacting and being interacted with. And yetI feel apart. So often I wonder what it would be like to be different. In a hundred different ways. More relaxed. More calm. Less uptight. I sometimes want to be anything and everything but what I am. My 'ex' was where we were tonight. I didn't feel half as uncomfortable as I thought I would. I was fine. It was pretty easy to forget he was there. I danced like nobody was watching. I laughed loud and free. I drank a bit. Loosened up some. Danced a bit. Sobered up. Danced some more. Eventually came home. Now, I need to wash this crap off my face and crawl into my bed. How old you realize you are when you wrap it up at 12:15 and could have gone home thirty minutes earlier and been as equally satisfied.
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fourth came too quickly - 06.07.2006
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